ind. priv. highly selective. headcanon based. hawkmoth of miraculous ladybug. by haley.
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i . this blog is heavily canon divergent . my version of le papillon was created entirely from scratch . he is not gabriel agreste . to keep things short , canon hawk moth is too badly written and boring to find remotely interesting lmao . you all need to respect me and my creative work . i'm currently hard at work on an upcoming project for dorian . ii . selective / private , mutual exclusive , and low activity . if i am not following you back , you are forbidden from any sort of interaction that is in character . i block non mutuals that try and bypass this rule . i manage several other blogs that can be found @ queenedstyle , swordhonor , spotlady , and blueplumes . i can't remain constantly active on any of my blogs . don't pressure me and we're cool . iii . duplicates of papillon are welcome here , however note that i will not follow / unfollow if i am stolen from , being made to feel like it's a competition , or i notice any hints of insecurity . i busted my ass to create my papillon from absolutely nothing , every little characteristic and whatnot applies to my version of him and him alone . in regards to insecurity , i am not responsible for your own lack of confidence lmfao . grow a damn backbone and deal with it yourself . feeling down on one's portrayal is understandable on a standalone , but if those feelings develop because of me , then i don't know what to say . : / iv . icons , graphics , banners , etc . are crafted by me or for me . again , don't steal . v . i practice mains and exclusivity . regarding ladybugs and chat noirs , i take up to three portrayals of each character for mains . this is to better maintain unique plot lines for specific portrayals and whatnot . exclusives in the miraculous fandom are unlikely to happen . i ask that request for either status be mutual otherwise don't bother approaching me for it . vi . i can promise i'm easily approachable in spite of what my rules may make you believe otherwise ! thank you for reading !
✦ADHD is not a personality quirk
- some things that tag along with ADHD are:
~sensory processing disorder
~executive dysfunction
~poor fine motor skills
~sensory overloads (that lead to meltdowns)
~sensory seeking (self stimming)
~hyperfixations
~moderate to severe memory problems
~Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria- is an extreme emotional sensitivity and emotional pain triggered by the perception that one is being rejected, teased, or criticized. The emotional response is complete with suicidal ideation and people suffering from RSD often get misdiagnosed with serious personality disorders. RSD is only seen in people with ADHD and the emotional sensitivity/reaction is much more severe than that of a neurotypical person.
✦Some other “fun” ADHD things!
~inability to regulate emotions
~no concept of time
~noticeable public stimming (resulting in stares from neurotypicals)
~no impulse control
~insomnia
~listen but cannot absorb what is being said
~no volume control
~increased inability to focus when emotional
~difficulty stopping a task and transitioning to the next
~social anxiety
~higher levels on generalized anxiety
~extremely forgetful
~”all or nothing” mentality
@ neurotypicals- some things to be aware of:
- you cannot hyperfixate. only people who are neurodivergent can hyperfixate. please don’t use that word when describing your latest obsession :-)
- please don’t stare at neurodivergent people who are stimming in public
- be respectful of those who actually need fidget toys so they can subtly stim in public
- if we forget something you tell us it is not because we don’t care, we just have a million other thoughts racing through our mind and no way to filter through them.
- please be gentle with us. no don’t tip toe around us and treat us like we aren’t human, but be aware that even offhand comments can trigger RSD. no we aren’t being too sensitive, our brains are wired differently than yours.